My experiences of healing with Jayashree as my facilitator:
I have been working with Jayashree as my facilitator in the healing process for almost three years. Having had a bitter experience with spiritual healing in the past, while I trusted Jayashree, I was scared that I must not once again ‘fall into a trap and be betrayed and hurt’. This seemed a great ground to begin but one where I really needed to confront the greyest areas of my being with compassion and love – let go off guilt, blame, hurt, anger, worthlessness, humiliation and all the other awful labels we so easily give to ourselves. The pain and the agony had formed strong residues over the years and it required careful peeling. So, it was not easy to initiate the process and I would like to thank J for being there, holding with a gentleness akin to feeling a parijat flower with tenderness!
I began with a simple EFT workshop followed by one on one with J, spread over the 3 years in two phases. J is immensely patient and ever so compassionate. And she will coax and push you firmly too. She brought me to a phase of heightened awareness through tapping where I became aware of my blocks that stopped me from seeing my own inner beauty and innocence. She brought to the fore with such ease the mischief of the monkey mind and how one can be watchful of it. She facilitated a gentle way of communicating where I could in a step-by-step fashion unravel my deepest feelings, see them, feel them and let them go. The affirmations she supported me with were so simple that they were profound with truth. And that’s what set me free – as I dropped one bag after another.
The PLR session, the first one began with an element of curiosity combined with a sense of awe at how J could so smoothly facilitate a journey into the past and bring to fore what needs to be healed. And to see all of this with immense love and compassion that forgiveness just comes naturally not just for me but for all those who were with me across those lifetimes. The LBL plane is a gift from the heavens. It was so beautiful and so calming and so so so healing. I am short of words to describe it. I will put forth some questions to trigger your awareness in this direction in case you have not been through a PLR yourself. How would you feel if you were to meet your Master (of many lifetimes) close, so close you talking to you holding you, like as if S/he were only a breath away? How would it be if you could hear the Master’s words explaining to why things happened in a certain way in a particular life time – and your soul (and your facilitator) guided you to the truth of that revelation? What would your experience of healing be if you actually felt the Master’s hand run through your soul healing every pain and ache? (And I experienced extremely painful deaths in the four life times that I saw, or rather relived through). How empowering would it be for all of us (and the world) if we could experience forgiveness in the highest realms of the soul being with a Master helping you to see the truth of life and death.
The PLR sessions with Jay have also been lessons on self awareness. And awareness not just at the cognitive level, but at a holistic level – which includes the physical being, the awareness of intellectual processes and emotional states; and the relationships across many life times. J has a very scientific and systematic approach to conducting the PLR. Jay’s method is objective and non-intrusive. I regard this as essential and rate it high in any facilitation process. So, in a PLR with Jay there is freedom to navigate through one’s learning with guidance. And guidance that is purely divine. That is the reason why a PLR session for me was a life changing moment.
The third phase of my healing process was when J took me through an age regression session. I was stumped when I found that some painful moments for which I had healed through PLR did not come back at all. Free! Free! Free! That was the ecstatic state I experienced. But there are more layers so one just begins peeling them off. The experience in both PLR and Age regression is vivid and unbiased because I saw the playback as an observer. And in many ways it was also very vivid – because I am a visual person. I could also smell the odour of my mother’s body as I was held by her the moment I was born – what an insight it was into unconditional love.
What changes have these sessions brought in my life:
- Laugh at myself: As I have begun to this and not take myself too seriously I have noticed how little babies and young children who I encounter in public places such as airports, buses, malls, on the street just flash a divine smile at me. I am so deeply touched by their love since I feel very connected to children. This small gesture therefore brings me joy straight from the heavens.
- Say ‘No’ to work: Considering I have always been a workaholic and been praised for it, I now am slowly but surely moving into a state of ‘being rather than doing’. Gosh! I have missed out so beauty in all these years – but I know they have all come back in one go in a moment’s stillness.
- Value and more deeply value myself. This is has been a transformation from a place where I always rejected who I was to becoming someone whom I have begun loving. Value the relationships I have in this life time and be grateful for all that my loved ones did through so many life times.
- Experiencing a bonding with my husband as a soulmate: Our relationship as husband and wife was always good, and yet I have discovered such limitless love flowing to my family, particularly my husband and from him to me. It was only through my healing that blocks I never knew existed opened up and what freedom we both are experiencing. Incidentally, he has not worked with J at all. But it’s beautiful to see how healing touches all loved ones.
- Love my body deeply and completely. I have been praying and saying affirmations to heal my body for two years. This revelation came to me a few months ago when I was meditating. I was taken through a revelation when I saw the truth of why I had chosen the present body. This was a lesson I had set out for myself this life time– to learn to accept my body the way it is. For me this had merely been a cognitive process (of accepting and loving my body), and now I can feel a connect to the lessons that I have set out for this life time (and one important one was to accept and love my physical body the way it is). Be patient with it and allow it the time it needs to heal itself... see my body aligned to the harmony of nature and respect its space.
- My meditation practice has improved in leaps and bounds. I am able to sit for an hour and even more if I wish with greater focus and have had many spiritual insights through these experiences.
- Value myself and my responsibility towards myself, towards others and the larger world. And do all this with no pressure because now I am aware of the greater plan and am more careful of the choices I make
- Forgive others with a sense of humility and not magnanimity. When I saw the magnificence of God’s plan in the few insights that I had, it was a humbling but a very gratifying experience because I saw how carefully every detail of my soul’s journey on earth had been planned and carried, how many were with me in the process of my healing and how I could contribute to theirs with love and care, how effortless every task on earth was/is.
I appreciate the rigour and the commitment that goes into the process. I admire the facilitation process and have great affection and regard for my facilitator, Jayashree. It's truly her selflessness and unconditional love that heals - along with my own commitment to do so. I experience immense gratitude in this moment for the universe and for all of us who are a part of it for its beauty, unconditional love, limitless grace and boundless magnanimity.